Panic attacks right before class are always fun 😷😣
I actually feel like I’m having an asthma attack. I’m slowly losing my breath more and more. I haven’t had this happen in so long what do I do…..
I’m so fucking numb right now. I could serious give no fucks. I don’t care. Nothing matters at this point
The thing I’ll miss the most when this beautiful weather is done is these clear skies at night. 🌌🌌🌌
Thank you mighty northwest. In my 17 years, the nights you give me free reign to see the world outside of ours is truly the best gift.
And in that note very jealous of my neighbors warm bright bonfire that I want 🔥🔥🔥 I want them smores and books and stars and fun shit like that.
Reminiscing my childhood👧
Can’t get myself to do anything because mentally I’m realizing a lot of important things in my life. Overwhelmed with the reality of being seventeen and all the changes that will take place in the next 4 years. Having a hard time breathing and just calming down. I have class in just 3 hours and I need to get so much done. Why did I let myself have a mental breakdown and reconnection to life. I was okay. Now I just feel like time is ticking faster and faster….
Maybe if I dressed up like a girl to school people would actually talk to me. I swear I know how to dress like one , not just a sweatshirt and jeans. 😂😂😂
I don’t even like weddings. Why am I trying? Oh yea, got a 90% population of rich, fancy people to impress 💁
I feel so bad for one of the older shy girls in my class. A college class full of high school students is already a set up for disaster. I couldn’t imagine trying to work with a group of them. Doesn’t help the other girl in our group is kinda intimidating xD why am I stuck with a bunch of people my age. It’s so uncomfortable. I like that 19-30 age people. Super chill ” I don’t give a shit about you or anyone barely even my self”
Love it when it’s this weather. I can sit outside and just watch all the different people go by. Wish I got food though :-P Coffee cake will have to do.
Got that long hair for this year 💁
If you relapse, repeat after me:
- You are not weak.
- You have not lost this battle.
- You are not selfish.
- You are not out of control.
- All the progress you made hasn’t magically disappeared.
- You are not a failure.
- Life is a cycle of highs and lows- good times are ahead, so keep going forward.
- You matter.
My grandma called me a dweep because I listen to classical music, I love math, and I go to bed early/ wake up early while her sleeping patterns match a procrastinating teenager who stays up til 4am.
Last test tomorrow. 🙏🙏🙏 first college class almost finished. So damn happy.
People are no help. Seriously. Why do you do your job if you can’t even accomplish it’s responsibilities.
I don’t think I’ve ever been this embarrassed. I feel like such a horrible child because I yell back to my mom and grandmother. It’s not even like being rude all the time. Plus my mom isn’t any better, fact, she’s much much worse. But still. Like perfect big family over there probably laughing and thinking we are crazy white trash Dx why did I ever say we should live in a neighborhood. I’m sure we are the loudest people on this side of the area. Ugh, project stop yelling so much and be really nice and don’t be sarcastic so you don’t come across as a horrible stereotypical teenager that hated everything including her family. Oh god everything I’ve said about cats. Doesn’t help the fact we’ve had to go into the wetlands to find our kittens at night. Just shove me down a hole and close to shut. I want to be an ostrich and just stuck my head under the surface. Why why why
How embarrassing when you find out your neighbors sit out a lot and hear all your yelling and strange conversations because we don’t have AC and all our windows stay open.